Why I wrote Confessions of a Pro-Vaccine Dad

The Reasons Might Surprise You

September 22, 2026

Adam Rowland

CHN, Writer

AT A GLANCE

If you’ve been told your symptoms are “all in your head…”

If you’ve lost someone and were never given a straight answer about what happened and why…

If you’re a parent, standing in a waiting room, trying to make the right call with little to no information…

This book was written for you. Not to frighten you, but to arm you, with the information I wish I’d had before my journey down this road began.

INTRO

The road to writing this book was one filled with twists and turns, potholes and misdirections, engine trouble, and hard stops.

But without having this book to write, as a journal of my travels, I might not be here today.

Why?

Because documenting my story gave me purpose, a reason to face each day anew, no matter what challenges came my way.

But why, you may be wondering, did writing this book matter so much?

The answer is multifaceted…

I NEEDED TO SAY “I LOVE YOU”

After taking the shots, I was terrified I’d die before I could tell my wife and daughters how much I loved them. And I needed to clear the air, for myself and for my family. I needed to express my regrets and apologize to them for my mistakes.

This put me into a panic, fearing that I’d run out of time to write down everything I wanted to say.

So, I decided to document every medical event I experienced should I not make it in the end. That way, my daughters would have an accurate account of what had truly happened.

I NEEDED TO UNTANGLE THE TRAUMA

This reason to write the book was even more personal. I felt required to explain what had happened to me. That calling wasn’t loud, but it was urgent and necessary.

Its urging started as a heaviness in my chest. Not just the physical weight of my injuries, but an emotional weight — a thick knot that needed untying. A tangle of blanked-out memories woven into a twisted ball of pain, fear, and loss.

To continue living, I had to untangle the hidden traumas, face them, assimilate them, and leave behind a record of my journey in the pages that became this book.

My account was supposed to be private, authentic, and intimate. A chronicle to be shared amongst my daughters and me.

But then, I kept thinking of the people who had lost their lives to the jabs.

It seemed like they’d died for nothing — their loss of life and their stories covered up and buried by every government, in every country, worldwide.

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5.0 BECAUSE I SURVIVED AND THEY DIDN’T

Their loss became another reason for writing this book. I recognized that motivation when I, finally, understood how fortunate I had been.

Given everything I went through — the inability to sleep lying down, the excruciating pain, the life-threatening heart conditions — that must seem hard to imagine. My life has been a nightmare since 2020. Even now, I struggle with recurring illnesses I’ve not been able to clear.

Despite these ongoing struggles, I am fortunate that the shots I took didn’t kill me.

I faced death numerous times, and with each close call, I was terrified.

How many others, I now wonder, faced the same agonizing fear and didn’t wake to see another day?

So many never had the chance to say goodbye to their loved ones, let alone hold their hands one last time.

I understood — because of the way I was treated during this time period — that, for the vast majority of these people, their family and friends would never know the Covid vaccine had caused their deaths.

This made me so angry.

And because I lived, I felt it was my duty to give those who hadn’t survived a voice — a chance to be heard and vindicated — by sharing my story.

“WOW, what an eye opening journey Adam has gone through. An incredibly detailed look into a vaccine injury, highlighting strength and resilience in spite of the harm and abandonment.” — G.B.

“WOW, what an eye opening journey Adam has gone through. An incredibly detailed look into a vaccine injury, highlighting strength and resilience in spite of the harm and abandonment.” — G.B.

I WROTE THE BOOK I WISH I’D READ BEFORE I SAID “YES”

My final and most important reason to see Confessions of a Pro-Vaccine Dad through to its completion was for the unwary: the parents — mothers especially — who might read this book and be motivated to protect their children from the very real dangers of vaccine injury.

I wanted to empower them to do their own research, ask their own questions, and make truly informed choices.

"So many never had the chance to say goodbye to their loved ones,
let alone hold their hands one last time."

As a conventionally trained Physical Therapist, who worked in professional sports for many years, I had been part of the medical industry that nearly killed me. That tie motivated me, even more, to speak out, with the hope that my experiences might be taken more seriously by fellow practitioners.

I was further supported by numerous independent consultants, from different medical specialties, who had written on paper that my injuries were caused by the AstraZeneca Covid vaccine.

I hoped that my medical background and my carefully documented injuries might offer more credibility to counter the nay-sayers and medical professionals, who relentlessly gaslit the injured. I hoped that I could help bring the truth to the world.

Before this experience, I believed the medical industry’s proclamation of “First, do no harm.” Now, I know differently.

Untold numbers of innocent people have been harmed, gaslit, and in many cases, killed by an industry I once believed put its patients’ health and wellbeing at the forefront.

Meanwhile, white-coat doctors were turning patients away, after deflecting their “problems” back at them in the form of mental health diagnoses, leaving their victims without help, and for some of them, disbelieved and ostracized by their families and friends.

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NOW THAT THE TASK IS DONE…

Before receiving the vaccines, I was so healthy and believed death was a long way away.

Now, each new day is a gift and a miracle.

Whilst I continue to live with my injuries, some of which are getting worse, I’m in a vastly different place now.

Writing Confessions of a Pro-Vaccine Dad has given me some closure, and I have come to realize how much strength I have within me and how fortunate I am to have met so many kind and loving people, who have helped me in this journey.

Ultimately, I believe writing this book is the reason I survived the Covid shots. Its directive gave me a reason to fight through the dark times and an opportunity to speak God’s truths.

It has allowed me to turn a negative situation into a positive one.

My hope is that my experiences will speak for themselves and that this book will foster communication on a topic that can be triggering and difficult to discuss.

My greatest wish is that this book will help prevent as many deaths and injuries from vaccines as possible. I want it to educate parents, protect children, and bring justice to the bereaved and injured. I want this book to be read by medical professionals, government officials, and politicians.

And more than anything, I want it to promote debate and engender positive change.

I believe I survived vaccine injury so that I could speak out for those like me who never got the chance.

If you are curious about Adam’s story, check out his amazing book Confessions of a Pro-Vaccine Dad.

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Adam Rowland, CHN, is a former Head of Medical, Physiotherapist, and Strength & Conditioning Specialist with over 17 years of experience in elite professional sport and the military. Throughout his career, he has worked with Premier League footballers, Super League and international rugby players, PGA Tour golfers, and professional ballet dancers. Adam holds a BSc in Athletic Training, an MSc in Physiotherapy, postgraduate certifications in pre-hospital and emergency care, strength and conditioning, as well as a diploma in nutrition.

In 2021, Adam’s life changed dramatically after experiencing life-altering injuries following the COVID-19 vaccine. What followed was not just a battle for his own health, but a journey that deeply reshaped his understanding of the body, healing, and the limitations of conventional medicine.

Today, Adam works with both high performers and individuals facing chronic illness, helping them take back control of their health. Combining elite-level clinical expertise with lived experience, he provides personalized, holistic strategies that address the physical and psychological aspects of healing—guiding clients toward lasting strength, resilience, and optimal wellbeing.

DISCLAIMER & COMPLIANCE

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